I never said there was. As remarkably clueless as you are, i think you have that one figured out. My point, which your reading comprehension was unable to, well, comprehend, was that joining fc/taw/loc/whatever and then coming in first would never feel like a victory to me. There was no implication that i have a standing invitation which i continually turn down. I think people who join FC/TAW have given up on themselves with regard to the game. They dont believe they can beat you, so they join the dictatorship and pretend to be on a team. Whats the point?
Congrats on finally beating SAS head to head. Do it four more times and you will be batting 500.