This game meant the world to you. I know what it takes to score SUP level points. I did it once, spent an entire weekend tapping away for 72 hours straight, and it was quite possibly the closest I've come to wanting to shoot myself. How anyone could do that every 3 weeks for 3 years straight shows a level of obsession that I could never comprehend.
And you just BLEW IT!!!!!!
Everything SUP has accomplished just came crashing down. As if it ever had meaning to begin with, of course, but now it's cemented.